phase 1

I am trying to find a place to my self these days
i feel lost since two weeks ..feel that life has no place to me
feel that i don belong to all this dirt...Is is loneliness which make me feel such
no I am not alone 4 I got gr8 friends n i do love them
so why all this emptiness in my soul
I keep thinking of death I don no why
even I imagine the grave is the only place which want make me stop thinking
i m sorry if this is making u feel down
hope my next dairy will be more shiny N it ll be so
for life got so many phases n sure it ll show me another tomorow
worse one i guess*_*