well Bloggii its been tough times so I was away spending it alone without talking Losing my bro was the most hurtful n killing thing ever I used to live with blue face n sad stuffs but 2 c ppl who Ido care of livng it n not helpn them 2 pass it was my killn disease death is the power of God to make us blv that life is just a waste of time in the 1st weeks i was wondering if i can smile again or have dreams the silly thing is that i still have them cry alot n still I got images n cant get rid of it the moment when i new,to way back home my mom weepn which follow me everwhere eve n when she sell asleep i alawys blv that life unfair but this make her kill the roots of smile in my face let everting happen 4 nthng worse may hust me as the 1st losss