The wing's plumes

well Bloggii
its been tough times so I was away spending it alone without talking
Losing my bro was the most hurtful n killing thing ever
I used to live with blue face n sad stuffs
but 2 c ppl who Ido care of livng it n not helpn them 2 pass it was my killn disease
death is the power of God to make us blv that life is just a waste of time
in the 1st weeks i was wondering if i can smile again or have dreams
the silly thing is that i still have them
cry alot n still
I got images n cant get rid of it
the moment when i new,to way back home
my mom weepn which follow me everwhere eve n when she sell asleep
i alawys blv that life unfair
but this make her kill the roots of smile in my face
let everting happen 4 nthng worse may hust me as the 1st losss